I can’t quite explain what it feels like.

I feel proud, but oddly amused also, considering it was only earlier today I was thinking about how long it’s been since I’ve been in the room with an ice pipe.

It was also at that same time, that I remembered that I once thought I would always smoke ice. I loved it. I truly believed I would smoke ice until I died.

So, having it placed right in front of me, has left me with a strange feeling. Though, that might be because I my neighbour made a comment about me being “basically cured” to which I replied.. “when it comes to smoking ice, I am definitely cured”.

I have been questioning whether I think this whole thing was intentional, but it has just hit me while typing this, that it wasn’t. My neighbour is a nice guy. He isn’t trying to fuck up my life. I was as oblivious to things like having my ice pipe always with me when I used it, so, even though I have no intention of getting to know the rest of the people, the neighbour I do speak to is all good and I am fine with him. I’ll just make sure I let him know when we speak next to please not bring the ice pipe to my place again.

Ahhh I seriously love this website. Writing this all out has helped me see what I was trying to figure out in my head 😅