They have gone to bed.. that is her and her partner. I am sleeping on the couch.

It’s been a long time since I spent this amount of hours in someone’s presence. Yet I feel extremely comfortable and have had a genuinely lovely day.

It was interesting to hear backs been happening with her over the past few years. Especially what our siblings have had to say regarding the world’s current state of affairs. My SIL have the same beliefs in regards to some highly opinionated topics.

I should probably clarify, when I say SIL she is in fact my sisters partners sister. We are both the “black sheep” of our families, that much is for sure. Plus I learnt a lot to day that has really helped me see so much more that I needed to, but that’s for another day and another story.

Anyway, I came on here because I was over thinking eating the snacks she bought instead of the biscuits I bought. But what Standed out the most was that I didn’t feel guilty, yet felt like I should. Which makes no sense, so hence I am typing this out.

You know what the most ironic thing is though… I have been typing for what seems like ages, so haven’t barely even eaten any .. and am now so exhausted all of a sudden, I don’t even have a enough energy to keep my eyes open for much longer, so doubt I’ll eat much between now and then..

These are the thoughts that go through my head when I’ve spent this long in someone else’s company..

Think I might ask my psychologist about this..

Anyway.. goodnight everyone!!♡♡♡