And I couldn’t find it anywhere. My initial thought was.. its ok its just processing it’s almost an hour long video since I recorded my entire therapy session. Even Graham told me to just have patience, that large folders take longer.

But see, the pop up that always pops up and says ‘view video’ I clicked it for the first time and so connected that in my mind as the reason why the video had disappeared. This obviously then bought with it the .. I’m so stupid train of thought.. resulting in tears and anger and Boss running off. As well as embarrassing myself in front of Graham in the process.

I’ve calmed down thanks to two valuim and the video finally appearing on my channel so I could share it here. It’s just now I feel sad because once again I feel like I have failed 😞