And I asked for one. He had chop chop ones on him and said take two..

So I did. He asked if I wanted to light it. I said no it’s for a joint. When in reality I have no clue.

So I’m looking at this and trying to remind myself that I was able to give up smoking ice purely mind over matter (which honestly seems like an even bigger deal now that I know I have ADHD).

Given I have done this and it’s been over 5.5 years since I have touched ice, not smoking cigarettes should be easy. .

I am so confused as to who I even am anymore..

Fuck this.. I need a drink!!!