Took less than 4 minutes at my sisters.

Really want to write but also now just too numb and over absolutely everything..

Plus I get the feeling it’s all coming together..

I see what I’m supposed to do.

But that’s not for tonight.

Right now I am listening to Graham’s heavy metal Spotify play list which I am thoroughly enjoying as it’s nice and angry mostly so I will probably continue to do this and vape weed until I fall asleep..

Only buggar is I left my pill box of weekly medications at my sisters place. So now I have to go get them from the big medical box I keep. One part of me just seriously can’t be fucked because I don’t care. Don’t care about a single fucking thing except Boss..

But I have been repeating to myself what I need to do and that involves no more abruptly stopping taking my meds. Which unfortunately is what’s happened a few times previously if the pill box is not sorted.

But I need to pee now so I’ll do the right thing and go and take my medication.