There was plenty leading up to it, but this is the day, 11th January 2016, when I remember for the first time in my life, that I was going to be ok.

I literally remember it like it was yesterday. I don’t have the energy to write about exactly what happened leading up to it or what happened on the 10th, the day before, but when I got up on the 11th January 2016, I saw the world differently.

It was like a veil had lifted and the world and everything in it, looked completely different. It’s extremely hard to explain, but that was the day, I knew in my Soul that something was going to change. Something big, that I couldn’t possibly comprehend at the time.

It was this same year, 2016, when I smoked my very last ice pipe. In the early hour’s at 4.30am on the 24th of July, that was the last time I ever smoked ice.

On the 11th of January 2016, I did not know that was going to happen.

But here I am, 6 years later.. doing so well for myself in my life.

Don’t get me wrong, I still have my flat days. In fact today is actually one of them. But again, I have no energy to try and explain it by typing it out.

So, I think I’ll just talk it out to my camera later as that usually helps..