Long title, short story…

This was an automatic reaction which shows me  am not cemented in the higher vibration I feel. But instantly recognising this, helps me know, that one day, I will be strong in my vibration of unconditional love…

But when I saw all the police walking up the neighbours property, and one see me looking out the window, The first thought that went through my head was what I had thought about earlier when I decided not to close the curtains in my new meditation room.

Since reorganising my home, which I think I’m still yet to post before and after photos of my home. I seriously love it even so much more than before. Because of this, I love having the curtains open. And don’t see the point in shutting them at night except in my room, unless its supposed to be super hot the following day, which means they would all need to be closed.

Right, back to earlier.. once I saw them see me looking out the window, I basically stopped what I was doing, and went straight into my meditation room to close the curtains. This is because my indoor garden is in this room. I’m sitting in the egg chair now. Wasn’t until after I did it, that I realised how silly I was. The room was pitch blank. And even if someone could see the tent, they are legal to own.

The fact that I’m growing my own medicine, that I am prescribed, that costs a tonne otherwise, I feel fine growing it, regardless of whether it is legsl or not. Its solely for personal use. And to have as backup, considering how difficult it’s been during the pandemic to get my prescriptions filled. Oh and one months prescribed cannabis is approximately $900 for the thc bud and cbd oil. Well, that’s what it would be if I used the amounts they say on the bottles/containers. I live on a disability support pension, so I use far less.

But yeah, I have no idea why I felt the need to rush in here and close the curtain. I even turned the fan in tent way down as where its supposed to be is (annoyingly) loud. None of this speaks of a woman who is steadfast in her beliefs. Yet, I know I am exactly where I am supposed to be.

Morally, ethically and every other way, I do not feel bad for growing the medicine I need. The Universe gave it to us for a reason..

I feel good again. Tired but good. The cops appear to have left, yet, Boss is outside moaning and barking at someone on the other side of the fence it would seem.

Definitely time to go to bed now ♡