I’m in tears. Definitely not reacting according to what actually happened. Which is on video I’ve just made which is uploading.

Thankfully I qas a le to make the video before I started crying but now I can’t seem to stop 😭

I should know better by now to just keep my mouth shut. Always. Right now I feel like I never want to leave my house or see anyone ever again.

It’s 2.55pm on 7th January and I’m pouring a vodka. Fuck detoxing, fuck everything right now..