I still haven’t even written about that ywo qeek disaster and not evwn sire I will at this rate, given I have realised I don’t want to tell shitty negative stories since yhat only gives them power, and right now I’m too fragile in every single way to try and write about his story or even this one in detail right now.

But the main take away from both is… regardless of whether it’s someone you believe you are dating or in a relationship with or someone you consider a friend, energy doesn’t lie. And today the Universal energy was screaming at me.

I basically knew from when I got up, soaking in sweat, too gross to even grab a towel and jump back into bed so stumbled into the shower half asleep, that it was one of “those days” as I have come to call them. By time I got out of the shower it was 7.40am.

Yesterday I had messaged a few friends to see if any of them wanted to go to the beach today. It’s 32.2 degrees in Melbourne Australia and thats hot. Well at least to me. I am extremely grateful that my home, which I love, has air conditioning throughout 😊

Anyway, Sian from friend from uni, who I met beginning of my second year, at the start of my sober challenge for 2018, told me she would love to but had an appointment at 1.30pm for an hour, so would head up after that. During the night while I was asleep, Rachel, another friend from uni, who I happened to met through Reddit, had replied saying she would love to but couldn’t stay