I have literally been at this for hours 😩 🙃

It is now 7.28pm. I took this photo at 12.48pm.

I am so over this. I did stop for a little while to message me friend. Then I had to wash my phone cover because all the sticky residue on it from the gloves 🤦‍♀️😅

But otherwise I am very sure I am just taking longer at most things. Especially reading, but that’s another blog 🙂

Anyway, I’m very sleepy all of a sudden 😴 I think stopping to write this combined with the two bongs I had before, I am no longer sure I’m going to get this all done tonight. But that’s ok. And that’s what I am working on getting better at accepting. That it’s ok to take my time. My health is my priority. That’s why I grow this. My last prescription took like two months for me to get because of supply and postal delays due to covid. I am not hurting anyone and it’s all for my medical needs.

Well it’s 7.39pm and I need to make some dinner. Got leftover four beans and cucumber salad in the fridge. Maybe some vegan sausage rolls and potatoes maybe? 🥔 🤔🤤

I currently feel like I have zero energy but I think I’ll be ok once I get up 😀

I am going to put some time aside to write a real update, I’ve just mostly been resting and sleeping a lot since submitting my essay at I think 11.36pm approximately. Tuesday afternoon was really really bad but ended good as I had so many realisations which I have been keeping my mind ever since, as it is very important moving forward that I always implement them.

Especially .. always coming from love.. I have always been one ro respond immediately on the defensive if I feel attacked. But thankfully I was with a really good friend who took my phone away…

Have I written about this?? Hmm I honestly can’t remember.. guess it’s time I read back through some of my mine blogs given I will probably learn even heaps more about since, since I clearly can’t remember exactly what I have and hve not written about 😆

One last note… my bud is gooood 🤩😂

Actually I have another thing to add… well a few things 😅🤣

I have typed tags in three times and every time I seem to accidentally delete them so I am not trying again lol 😅 and it turns out I already prepared dinner for myself in advance 😄