Thankfully she said it worked out well as her own pain and exhaustion levels are high today too. So we have rescheduled for Monday.

Worked my ass off to get that stupid assignment in on time last night. Which I did with 3 minutes to spare and over word count. I feel like a shell of myself and lying on my couch in agony because of how far past my limits I pushed myself, all to receive an email this afternoon from my unit chair saying she is away for a week at a conference so she won’t be able to grade it until then. Told me it was good news. I just burst into tears because how on earth is it “good news” that I am in excruciating pain and exhaustion to the point I’m dropping things and banging into walls and door frames, for, in my opinion, no reason?!

Anyway I wrote a response to my disability support person cc’d in but then decided to message couple of friends and they talked me down so I didn’t send it. Which I am happy about.

So I read a nosleep story and rested, while having few coffees to get up enough energy to make some food. I was craving pancakes so waited until I felt like I could make some. I did and they were really good!

But I’m now once again completely exhausted and I still have to harvest my plants at some point today as I have been pushing it out until getting the assignment submitted. Tomorrow I am going to have to go back to working on my essay 😣