Had the tiniest bit of cranberry juice that I managed to spread over two very small yet strong drinks but once I’m finished the second one that’s it 🙄

I don’t always drink, I thought I should add, and in all reality I don’t really care since I’m probably drinking for the wrong reasons tonight anyway.

I have decided to not get the covid vaccine. I have discussed it with my doctor and she completely agrees and understands why, given the very many things I currently deal with. Unfortunately though the Australian government has a very policy in regards to getting a medical exemption. Under these rules, my gp has advised that unfortunately I can not get said exemption certificate. This is very upsetting because I am in no way anti vax and have had all other vaccinations throughout my life. But i have my reasons for not wanting the covid vaccine amd contrary to what so many people keep saying, it is not me being selfish in the slightest. And quote frankly I’m so sick of reading and hearing about people being discriminated against and losing there jobs, and now in my case, according to the email I received earlier this evening, as of the start of 2022 to be able to attend university campus, and I am absolutely a on campus student, everyone must be vaccined. I cried. I literally burst into tears. My uni friend reckons by the time I go back which is July next year for trimester two that the rules will have eased by then and that these measures are only in place for now to help stop the spread of the virus. I really hope she is right.

I am training to be a scientist. That is what psychology is. I very much believe that covid is real. And absolutely agree of you are perfectly healthy you should get the vaccine. But I stand by my reasoning and know I have to trust myself. I will not allow myself to be bullied into pr have fear tactics used to make me do something that every single of inch of me reacts negatively to. I have spent years learning to trust myself. And believe me i fuck it up all the time. But this is one im unwilling to budge on. Last I checked there is still such a thing as basic human rights..

So after reading the email sent from uni amd then reading all the laws online regarding the vaccine mandates, as well as having a really good cry, I have calmed down, with the help of a couple of valuim, my vape and as ive said, these two very small glasses of vodka and cranberry lol

I’m lying on my bed with Boss and have just started a movie on Netflix. Fun fact about me: I had no idea that Beyoncé Knowles was an actress as well as a singer lol clearly that shows i dont listen to her music ..