Guess I don’t need a bunch of fancy degrees to do that, do I. Though it’s definitely not the same..

I honestly thought going through an awakening like I have would stop these major dark deep intensely painful times from continuing to happen.

Guess I really am just too far gone, stuck in the lower levels of fear and pain and nothing, not even the universe or angels can help me now..

Perhaps once I am able to stop crying, I’ll be able to look back over the stories I’ve written so far, and laugh at how fucking dumb I truly am