The main reason why decided to change my life was because I became aware of the fact we all have egos and higher selves, and I wanted and needed to learn to rise above my ego…
I’m too stoned to explain why..
But I have just realised that there are times, like this morning for example when I fired my tutor for being a fraud and basically stealing from me, since that’s what it feels like given it has since come to light he clearly had no clue what he was doing…
During these times, I can usually feel where I’m at vibrationally since I’ve extremely tuned into myself these days, but I have just fully realised right, at the end of the day, that I let my ego tell him exactly what I thought.
Though on saying that, I was very aware that I had to make sure I didn’t attack him as a person, only what he has done and calling him the fraud that he is.
Hmm this is my I write blogs. I learn get so much in sight about myself writing things out. I started this blog thinking I had stuffed up, allowed myself to get mad and do the wrong thing, but I can now see, I had every right to be angry and upset, yet I never once personally attacked him. Just his work ethics.
Now that I am looking back, the only thing I think my intuition wanted me to do was not tell him I had provided feedback to the company I found him from. But I was so mad which was only made worse when he said “you are entitled to your opinion. Good luck moving forward” so I told him I didn’t need luck, because I am perfectly capable by myself, and that I wished him luck since I am really looking forward to hearing what the company has to say regarding my feedback of him as a tutor.
So all in all, considering this person has done the wrong thing by me, and I’m guessing probably many others, that I had every right to be upset and provide feedback so hopefully someone else doesn’t get ripped off.
