.. to the right side of my head. I have searched everywhere. Inside the bedside table, underneath it, behind it, under the bed, yet nothing. But the noises just continue and I swear they’re getting louder..

Yesterday was my birthday. I turned 35. I’ve always been one to say I never really feel older on my birthdays yet something about big, what I would call big milestones, like, 30, 35, 40 etc (I’m assuming 40 given I just turned 35 a day ago) do actually feel different.

I can’t help but look back over the years to see how far I’ve come. Because it’s a very long way. Besides only I think 3 people, no one else in my real life know about this blog. I don’t really see the point in sharing or trying to advertise to get people to read my posts. I need to write for me. I have to get my stories out, but as odd as it might seem, I can only write freely without being in my head when I know I’m writing something other people will see. But I still have plenty of writing to do.

Now don’t get me wrong, some of what I believe in is very out there, believe me, I know. But now that I am finally in such a better state of flow every thing is really lining up perfectly in my life and I have no interest in trying to convince anyone of anything because I’ve been on both sides of so many things. Oh so many many stories to tell..

Anyway I may end up editing this when I wake up later. It’s 7:37am here in Melbourne Australia and I’ve been up since I got up for work yesterday morning so I really need to sleep..

But the damn scratching and noises won’t let up so yeah I hope I can sleep soon..

Also side note: I’m extremely new to actually blogging as I’ve always used my socials to blog. I have since closed them down some time ago except for snapchat which I very recently opened back up and reddit.

Anyway I keep getting emails about accepting payments and one way is via donations. Do people really do that?