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God I want a cigarette ๐ซ
I even have a couple.. but I know I’ll regret it… Right now though I just hit with this most profound pain in my chest. Like pure sadness pouring out of me.. Every single time I think I am doing better it’s like.. nope, lets trigger the fuck out of you and see if you
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My e-vape has started flashing which means it’s almost out ๐ฅณ
Like I said in my video this morning, I have subconsciously known this for awhile, and yesterday became totally consciously aware of it, so tested my theory out this morning and.. E-vapes make me extremely tired. As soon as I had first puff this morning with my coffee I had an instant reaction of feeling
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Prescribed weed is so much better ๐
That’s why it cost’s so much! ๐ฒ My friend came to see me. A friend from my Mr X days. I talked everything out about how I’m feeling and how much I want to message him for his birthday because we used to talk about it and what I would do to celebrate with him.
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Goodbye my friends ๐ฅบ
So to ensure I only use my prescripted cannabis as needed for pain I am giving all other smoking devices to my friend to look after until after trimester 2 exams in approximately 14 weeks from now. I still have my vape but plan to use this purely for keeping my pain levels under control