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Quite concerned that at this rate I won’t get the grades I need for Honours 😬
I just feel like I want it so much and really do believe that I can do it, it’s just that mentally I am still very much in waves. Like the past couple of days I have really wanted to study but just couldn’t focus. Now today I just feel sad and flat so have
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The neighbour I spoke to the other day came over to ask something about the fence.. he was smoking a cigarette..
And I asked for one. He had chop chop ones on him and said take two.. So I did. He asked if I wanted to light it. I said no it’s for a joint. When in reality I have no clue. So I’m looking at this and trying to remind myself that I was able
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Reading just the first few pages caused me to completely break down 😭
I guess I just feel so cheated. In life. About everything right now. I have been in therapy off and on for over 10 years. Regularly for the past 3 or 4 years. Might even be longer since this is my 6th year at university (I really didn’t think I’d take this long when I
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A clean vape and weed capsules full 😁
I’m still super sensitive today. Managed to get kitchen and lounge tidy and floors vaccumed but that was it house work wise but that’s ok. Finally filled out medication box and went to chemist to pick up meds I’d run out off. I have finally had to admit to myself that abruptly stopping taking all
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Prescribed weed is so much better 😌
That’s why it cost’s so much! 💲 My friend came to see me. A friend from my Mr X days. I talked everything out about how I’m feeling and how much I want to message him for his birthday because we used to talk about it and what I would do to celebrate with him.
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Taking a break from trying to edit this train wreck of an essay..
Working on it as shit as I feel, knowing it is probably the worst essay I have ever written and it was the most important one in my philosophy degree, I feel sad. Have had to take a number of valuim just to be able to open laptop and print it out to edit. I
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I continue to write myself notes on the walls 😆🤓
I added to the note I had only written on the wall next to my bed just now before making this post. I love that I can write directly onto the walls and still can’t believe it took me so long to figure out 😅 Now I’m in bed about to read a nosleep story
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Treated myself dessert and got non dairy Ben and Jerry’s delivered 🥰 yum! 🤤
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