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Day 31: 29th January 2022 – Reflection of yesterday plus more
Sorry about the bright light across the camera.
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I can’t tell if I’m genuinely sad or just so physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted it’s making me sad ๐
Thank goodness for Boss. He truly is my guardian angel ๐ I found out on Thursday the doctors letter I sent to the disability service at university was never passed on to the person it was intended for as it “inappropriate”. As soon as I found out I emailed both my doctor and psychologist immediately.
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Taking a break from trying to edit this train wreck of an essay..
Working on it as shit as I feel, knowing it is probably the worst essay I have ever written and it was the most important one in my philosophy degree, I feel sad. Have had to take a number of valuim just to be able to open laptop and print it out to edit. I
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I honestly can’t believe this is happening.. I have so much to do ๐ซ and now my laptop isn’t charging ๐
As soon as I wrote that title the reason why this is happening clicked into place.. I have so much to do and I’m over it. At every single level.. therefore that’s the vibration I’m putting out so the Universe is just bringing me more of it. Manifestation is real fpr everything. The good the
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Slept through my alarms.. woke at 130pm to worried messages from my tattooist since I was supposed to be there at 11am..
Thankfully she said it worked out well as her own pain and exhaustion levels are high today too. So we have rescheduled for Monday. Worked my ass off to get that stupid assignment in on time last night. Which I did with 3 minutes to spare and over word count. I feel like a shell




