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So grateful to be feeling like me again so that I can start studying ๐
Getting a head start on studying since I now finally understand why I am working my butt off to learn and grow. I need to heal me. To do that, I know I need to understand the inside of my mind. So, I must do what it takes to get the grades I need to
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My doctor says I need to focus on my higher calling โก
I will make a video after I have a shower to explain exactly what my doctor and I talked about. But since my doctor told me to focus on my higher calling which literally connects to how I feel about the world, as seen in my tattoo above, I feel so much better already. P.S:
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Submitted with 3 minutes to spare….
Mind you I was still over word count by 273 words. But I figure since I’ve been running on basically fumes for the past few days and was able to drop it from 756 words over to 273 while barely able to keep my eyes open, it’s ok. I have never been in this situation
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I can’t do it. I must sleep. It’s 333 am Monday morning ๐ซ๐ด
I’m going to set alarm for couple of hours because I am genuinely concerned that I could completely crash given how far past my limit I have pushed myself to try and get this damn assignment completed in the time frame given to the best of my ability.. Ah well. I can only do what
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Think it’s going to be an all nighter kind of night ๐ซ๐ฌ
I have soooo much medical paperwork on file at university so shit like this doesn’t happen but ahhh fuck it right… I’m honestly thinking this whole situation has occurred to not only helpe learn some more deep meeded lessons but to show me that yes, the Universe is deterministic. At least to sort extent because
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Decided I was hungry all of a sudden at this time ๐ ๐คค
Mini version of what I had for dinner. Leftover vege and other things take only 15 minutes to make ๐ Totally vegan ๐๐๐๐งก๐
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At this rate I’ll be working around the clock to get something submitted by Monday night that I am happy with ๐ ๐ซ
I’m so tired I just want to crash but I seriously don’t feel like I have time. Im about to start reading number 4. I am working my way through making the main points and how i can use them so to speak. I wanted to have all 8 readings read and summarised by today
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My beautiful friend Hannah came over soon after we spoke on the phone and I said I was so stressed with uni it feels like I can’t breathe ๐ซ
She understood immediately why I was so devastated and literally said “if this happened to another student, they would be in utter shock themselves, yet to do it to you, (me Libby) knowing what you are dealing with is absolutely insane!” She wanted to take it higher and kept repeating, “they have effectively reduced your
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I am so over how much noise Boss makes when someone walks past ๐ซ
I already feel flat as fuck. And Boss going completely nuts every single time someone goes past the windows is driving me mad ๐ฃ I didn’t fall asleep until after 2 in the morning so only woke up at 12pm whrn Rachel called me. That’s my uni friend who I met on Reddit in the
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One assignment done, two to go ๐ค๐ ๐
Spent the day reminding myself that I can do it. I can get my assignment to a good enough stage to submit and I did. Unfortunately though, as the afternoon wore on and the clock continued to count down, my anxiety became stronger and stronger and I just became more and more anxious. I ended