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So grateful to be feeling like me again so that I can start studying ๐
Getting a head start on studying since I now finally understand why I am working my butt off to learn and grow. I need to heal me. To do that, I know I need to understand the inside of my mind. So, I must do what it takes to get the grades I need to
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Submitted with 3 minutes to spare….
Mind you I was still over word count by 273 words. But I figure since I’ve been running on basically fumes for the past few days and was able to drop it from 756 words over to 273 while barely able to keep my eyes open, it’s ok. I have never been in this situation
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I can’t do it. I must sleep. It’s 333 am Monday morning ๐ซ๐ด
I’m going to set alarm for couple of hours because I am genuinely concerned that I could completely crash given how far past my limit I have pushed myself to try and get this damn assignment completed in the time frame given to the best of my ability.. Ah well. I can only do what
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Decided I was hungry all of a sudden at this time ๐ ๐คค
Mini version of what I had for dinner. Leftover vege and other things take only 15 minutes to make ๐ Totally vegan ๐๐๐๐งก๐
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My beautiful friend Hannah came over soon after we spoke on the phone and I said I was so stressed with uni it feels like I can’t breathe ๐ซ
She understood immediately why I was so devastated and literally said “if this happened to another student, they would be in utter shock themselves, yet to do it to you, (me Libby) knowing what you are dealing with is absolutely insane!” She wanted to take it higher and kept repeating, “they have effectively reduced your
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One assignment done, two to go ๐ค๐ ๐
Spent the day reminding myself that I can do it. I can get my assignment to a good enough stage to submit and I did. Unfortunately though, as the afternoon wore on and the clock continued to count down, my anxiety became stronger and stronger and I just became more and more anxious. I ended
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I reckon I could be perfectly content just hugging my baby Boss all day long ๐ฅฐ๐
I am feeling really good. Not letting what happened on Monday with uni get to me. I really need to stop taking stuff so personally but as a highly sensitive person this can be hard. But I spent yesterday reminding myself that I am a smart, capable woman who can do anything I set my
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It’s 2:22am and yet I am at my desk working on this damn philosophy essay ๐ ๐คฃ
I slept until 2pm today. Couldn’t believe it but absolutely needed to. So getting what i can done while I can as I have online psychologist appointment at 2pm later this afternoon and doctor phone call at 5. I dare say, depending on what time I go to sleep, means it may be a day
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I feel blue and like a bad student ๐ฅบ
Today I’ve mostly just dealt with stress and overwhelm and trying to stay calm ๐ I’ve cried and taken 3 of these today ๐ข Thank goodness for Boss. I honestly don’t know what I’d do without him ๐
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I feel like I am running out of time.. like there’s a clock counting down in my head and it’s not making writing my philosophy paper any easier ๐
Basically like the title says. I guess I am slowly but surely succumbing to the overwhelm that is my assignments that need to be submitted. Currently the due date for them all, which include my 2400 word essay, 1000 literature review, and a “bonus” 200 word question/answer which if completed the top three of the