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God I want a cigarette 😫
I even have a couple.. but I know I’ll regret it… Right now though I just hit with this most profound pain in my chest. Like pure sadness pouring out of me.. Every single time I think I am doing better it’s like.. nope, lets trigger the fuck out of you and see if you
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The neighbour I spoke to the other day came over to ask something about the fence.. he was smoking a cigarette..
And I asked for one. He had chop chop ones on him and said take two.. So I did. He asked if I wanted to light it. I said no it’s for a joint. When in reality I have no clue. So I’m looking at this and trying to remind myself that I was able
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My e-vape has started flashing which means it’s almost out 🥳
Like I said in my video this morning, I have subconsciously known this for awhile, and yesterday became totally consciously aware of it, so tested my theory out this morning and.. E-vapes make me extremely tired. As soon as I had first puff this morning with my coffee I had an instant reaction of feeling