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Umm that was strange 😅🤣
My doctor told me to spend the rest of today focused solely on what makes me happy without thinking about what anyone else would have to say about it So that’s what I am doing Embracing the very real feeling of love that I can feel when I just breathe and be here.. It’s hard
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Day 50: 17th February 2022 | Feel like crap, slept till 12pm, now to watch Killing Eve 😊
Have just activated my Stan account and am about to start watching Killing Eve as Rachel is so excited for me to watch. Sooo happy I changed appointment. I feel terrible 😞 But also sooo happy because today is 50 days of daily videos!! 😁🥳
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Day 49: 16th February 2022 – I’m losing my voice 😆
This is literally just a short update since losing my voice doesn’t mean no daily video 😂 EXTRA: I am so confused right now. This is today’s first video which I made once I got home. I have only now just seen I never actually posted here 🤦♀️😅
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Day 42: 9th February 2022 – Part 4 – Ovulation has me crippled in pain I had to crawl to my shower 😢
I am in so much pain! Literally doubled over when the pain hit me. Unfortunately for me, considering I never want to have kids, I produce more than 5 times the normal amount of eggs that most women do. And let me tell you, it’s absolutely EXCRUCIATING 😭
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My babies needed to be repotted 💜
They have needed it for past couple of days really but I didn’t exactly have the mental capacity to do it.. Today though I saw my poor little ones were suffering from my lack of attention as they have turned a little yellow. I was planning on doing it tomorrow, but ended up sorting out
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I can’t tell if I’m genuinely sad or just so physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted it’s making me sad 😔
Thank goodness for Boss. He truly is my guardian angel 😇 I found out on Thursday the doctors letter I sent to the disability service at university was never passed on to the person it was intended for as it “inappropriate”. As soon as I found out I emailed both my doctor and psychologist immediately.
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Slept through my alarms.. woke at 130pm to worried messages from my tattooist since I was supposed to be there at 11am..
Thankfully she said it worked out well as her own pain and exhaustion levels are high today too. So we have rescheduled for Monday. Worked my ass off to get that stupid assignment in on time last night. Which I did with 3 minutes to spare and over word count. I feel like a shell


