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It’s only 7:34pm on Tuesday night and I’m already in bed watching a movie ๐ฌ
Just randomly found this one ‘Hidden in Plain Sight’. Looks good so far ๐ But of course as per every other night, and day for that matter, my stupid interstitial cystitis is playing up. My bladder literally hurts right now from how full it feels. But I’m trying bladder training. Especially since I have this
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Maybe I’m a little more stoned than I thought ๐ค๐
Can’t help but laugh at how I ended my last post ๐ I have fully let go of Mr X in any sort of reality sense.. He chose to stay married, she chose to stay married and have kids together, even though he cheated on her for their entire relationship ๐ but you know, one
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Watching SexLife while stoned on Sunday afternoon..
And all the hot and heavy sex scenes have me thinking of the best sex I’ve ever had in my life.. Not to mention the bad boy is a tall hot Australian just like Mr X.. This morning I read a truly hot story on sultry confessions on reddit and had stop halfway through reading
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Had a craving ๐
Made the mistake of checking the supermarket price only to find out what I want is on sale for $6 a tub ๐ฑ but i was far to tored and medicated to drive. But I stillhad the craving so ordered ot to be delivered for a much dearer price ๐ ๐
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I’m such a Nana ๐ฅฑ๐
With my electric blanket on its so cosy and warm. Sometimes after a long day, and today was a long day, I just want to crawl into bed and get warmed up by my blanket that also helps with my pain levels. I had my psychology appointment this morning at just after 9am. Via video.
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Reflections on today.. I was anxious when I started writing this post.. writing it out has helped me ๐
I feels weirdly anxious all of a sudden and I don’t know why. I have just spoken to sleep clinic doctor for the first follow-up and been told that there is a good chance that the level of dexamfetamine that I thought was ok is probably actually too high and may have been a contributing
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I can have a bubble buddy during lockdown yet everyone I know is already in them with other people ๐ ๐
Hopefully the entire picture gets uploaded and the end not chopped off lol I just posted this on snapchat so figured it makes sense to share it here too ๐


