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God I want a cigarette 😫
I even have a couple.. but I know I’ll regret it… Right now though I just hit with this most profound pain in my chest. Like pure sadness pouring out of me.. Every single time I think I am doing better it’s like.. nope, lets trigger the fuck out of you and see if you…
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Well this explains a lot! 🥺
I am constantly having the same problems arise because I can’t seem to remember the lesson learnt from the previous times! 😥 Hopefully once how sad I feel starts to dissipates, I will be able to fully appreciate how good it is that at least I know now, instead of never finding out.
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I keep hearing strange noises …
And then I remember… the back fence is being fixed 🤣 Really wish I had picked up the dog poo yesterday 😕 😆 I want to do it now but not in front of the builder’s so am waiting until they leave for the day, then making sure I do it, since they said it…
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I feel like I have become so easy to dismiss that no one would even know if I disappeared…
I could dead for a week or probably more like two before anyone would actually come to check on me. Today’s meeting with skills people did not go well at all today. Never felt more stupid in front of someone before. Had tears spilling from my eyes by halfway through. We didn’t get through barely…
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My philosophy essay is due tomorrow! Not Tuesday but Monday night 🤦♀️😅
This entire time I have thought that Tuesday was the 7th of June. It was only first thing this morning when checking the calendar to see which bin was due to put on the curb, that I saw today is actually the 6th, therefore my essay is due tomorrow! 😬 I still don’t have a…
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Omg I think I just had an empathy…
If everything I do in life is a “lesson” then it’s no wonder I constantly feel like I’m failing.. I know I haven’t always been like this. Sometimes it’s as if becoming completely aware of everything has some how caused me to go in the other direction. As in, be far too hard on myself…
