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I’ve decided to binge watch Killing Eve, then cancel NetflixΒ and Stan and give my tv power cord to a friend π
I think last night has shown me more than I even realised. I actually like being sober. I definitely achieve more when I am. Seeing a full, melted, good quality from the looks of it, packed ice pipe for the first time in 5 years has definitely intrigued me. For lack of a better word.
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I Just watched first episode of MAFS without messaging anyone π
Or going to Reddit. I feel like it’s been a while since I’ve scrolled on that. It was interesting but I liked it. I like just putting my phone away except for when I want to make videos or write blogs. But I think I’m ready for sleep even though it’s only 8.42pm. I am
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Even though I didn’t fill pillbox I still took my meds π₯³
10:47 AM Feeling good.. teeth brushed, pills taken, and even a quick freshen up on a quote on my wall I’m not even sure if I’ve shared before.. People treat me like I’m invisible, unworthy of having the truth told, or being able to completely sweep me under the rug. People become as defensive and
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Day 50: 17th February 2022 | Feel like crap, slept till 12pm, now to watch Killing Eve π
Have just activated my Stan account and am about to start watching Killing Eve as Rachel is so excited for me to watch. Sooo happy I changed appointment. I feel terrible π But also sooo happy because today is 50 days of daily videos!! ππ₯³





