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Day 948: 3rd August 2024 | Part 2 | I need a door ๐ช๐
I have had an interesting, emotionally draining day. I am still very much reacting to everything in a low vibrational, negative, sad, and highly anxious way. Which brings on panic attacks and crying. I just keep getting hit with more news. Like the room that is free for me to use doesn’t have a door.
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God I want a cigarette ๐ซ
I even have a couple.. but I know I’ll regret it… Right now though I just hit with this most profound pain in my chest. Like pure sadness pouring out of me.. Every single time I think I am doing better it’s like.. nope, lets trigger the fuck out of you and see if you
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My e-vape has started flashing which means it’s almost out ๐ฅณ
Like I said in my video this morning, I have subconsciously known this for awhile, and yesterday became totally consciously aware of it, so tested my theory out this morning and.. E-vapes make me extremely tired. As soon as I had first puff this morning with my coffee I had an instant reaction of feeling