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Day 948: 3rd August 2024 | Part 2 | I need a door ๐ช๐
I have had an interesting, emotionally draining day. I am still very much reacting to everything in a low vibrational, negative, sad, and highly anxious way. Which brings on panic attacks and crying. I just keep getting hit with more news. Like the room that is free for me to use doesn’t have a door.
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Goodbye my friends ๐ฅบ
So to ensure I only use my prescripted cannabis as needed for pain I am giving all other smoking devices to my friend to look after until after trimester 2 exams in approximately 14 weeks from now. I still have my vape but plan to use this purely for keeping my pain levels under control
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Man my mum makes me sad sometimes ๐ฅ๐
I wish this wasn’t true but it is. I love her so much and I honestly don’t think she knows or accepts it But all she continues to do is dismiss me, minimise me and compare me to all these “people I know who have multiple conditions and they just take their meds and get
