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Day 948: 3rd August 2024 | Part 2 | I need a door ๐ช๐
I have had an interesting, emotionally draining day. I am still very much reacting to everything in a low vibrational, negative, sad, and highly anxious way. Which brings on panic attacks and crying. I just keep getting hit with more news. Like the room that is free for me to use doesn’t have a door.
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I’ve decided to binge watch Killing Eve, then cancel Netflixย and Stan and give my tv power cord to a friend ๐
I think last night has shown me more than I even realised. I actually like being sober. I definitely achieve more when I am. Seeing a full, melted, good quality from the looks of it, packed ice pipe for the first time in 5 years has definitely intrigued me. For lack of a better word.
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Goodbye my friends ๐ฅบ
So to ensure I only use my prescripted cannabis as needed for pain I am giving all other smoking devices to my friend to look after until after trimester 2 exams in approximately 14 weeks from now. I still have my vape but plan to use this purely for keeping my pain levels under control
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I have always considered myself a Philosopher over a (would be) Psychologist anyway..
Update: This was written 3 days ago. Have only just now seen it never published and was still in the drafts ๐คทโโ๏ธ Maybe I was always just meant to do philosophy honours and phd lolโฆ It was always the original dreamโฆ I want to be a storytellerโฆ I’ve already been offered to apply for philosophy
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My philosophy essay is due tomorrow! Not Tuesday but Monday night ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐
This entire time I have thought that Tuesday was the 7th of June. It was only first thing this morning when checking the calendar to see which bin was due to put on the curb, that I saw today is actually the 6th, therefore my essay is due tomorrow! ๐ฌ I still don’t have a




