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Day 948: 3rd August 2024 | Part 2 | I need a door ๐ช๐
I have had an interesting, emotionally draining day. I am still very much reacting to everything in a low vibrational, negative, sad, and highly anxious way. Which brings on panic attacks and crying. I just keep getting hit with more news. Like the room that is free for me to use doesn’t have a door.
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Day 64: 3rd March 2022 | Installing the WD Cloud App on laptop since realising I hadn’t ๐คฆโโ๏ธ๐
Only just realised last night that only my phone contents along with Dropbox, OneDrive were backing up to the new cloud storage hard drive I bought ๐คฆโโ๏ธ So, I have been dealing with how to make sure my laptop is also backed up. I find this stuff all so very confusing ๐ Once I am
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Umm that was strange ๐ ๐คฃ
My doctor told me to spend the rest of today focused solely on what makes me happy without thinking about what anyone else would have to say about it So that’s what I am doing Embracing the very real feeling of love that I can feel when I just breathe and be here.. It’s hard
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God I want a cigarette ๐ซ
I even have a couple.. but I know I’ll regret it… Right now though I just hit with this most profound pain in my chest. Like pure sadness pouring out of me.. Every single time I think I am doing better it’s like.. nope, lets trigger the fuck out of you and see if you
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OMG why is this so hard?!๐ซ
Starting to think I would have been better off sticking to the simpler laptop stands.. This one is like a puzzle… and puzzles aren’t my thing… I swear it’s not as easy as it looks ๐ ๐คฃ
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OMG this entire time I couldn’t find my video is because I had set the time to match when I made it so was further down then I realised and is actually posted 3 times!
Boy do I feel silly given how many hours I’ve been reading online to try and fix something that was never broken ๐ Thankfully I am in a great mood and love learning so it hasn’t been wasted hours ๐ Though I am now thoroughly aware that when publishing posts with earlier dates and/or times,
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I have now “published” my first video blog for the day three times… yet its nowhere to be found ๐
But I know there’s an online chat function as I’ve used it before so just have to figure out where to find it ๐ Thankfully I pay for the premium package on my site which entitles me to 24/7 support. I’ve sent an email explaining what has happened.. Hopefully I can get it sorted out
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There are so many posts in my drafts folder and it appears many of them are complete which means I’ve obviously just not realised I haven’t published them ๐
So there will be a few out of date / order posts while I actually do publish the blogs I’ve already written and still wish to share. Which I dare say will be all of them. I even plan on finishing the unfinished bogs one day ๐
