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Day 948: 3rd August 2024 | Part 2 | I need a door 🚪😅
I have had an interesting, emotionally draining day. I am still very much reacting to everything in a low vibrational, negative, sad, and highly anxious way. Which brings on panic attacks and crying. I just keep getting hit with more news. Like the room that is free for me to use doesn’t have a door.
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I’m very happy with how well my uni wall notes are coming along ☺️🤓
I seriously love pretty colours 🌈 I am in sooo much pain 😧 My back has seized up, after sitting in a shocking position most of the day 😬 Wish I had of realised how badly I was sitting earlier. I also haven’t gotten up and stretched nearly enough either. Guess I was just absorbed
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My babies needed to be repotted 💜
They have needed it for past couple of days really but I didn’t exactly have the mental capacity to do it.. Today though I saw my poor little ones were suffering from my lack of attention as they have turned a little yellow. I was planning on doing it tomorrow, but ended up sorting out
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I can’t tell if I’m genuinely sad or just so physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted it’s making me sad 😔
Thank goodness for Boss. He truly is my guardian angel 😇 I found out on Thursday the doctors letter I sent to the disability service at university was never passed on to the person it was intended for as it “inappropriate”. As soon as I found out I emailed both my doctor and psychologist immediately.
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Taking a break from trying to edit this train wreck of an essay..
Working on it as shit as I feel, knowing it is probably the worst essay I have ever written and it was the most important one in my philosophy degree, I feel sad. Have had to take a number of valuim just to be able to open laptop and print it out to edit. I
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I feel like I have become so easy to dismiss that no one would even know if I disappeared…
I could dead for a week or probably more like two before anyone would actually come to check on me. Today’s meeting with skills people did not go well at all today. Never felt more stupid in front of someone before. Had tears spilling from my eyes by halfway through. We didn’t get through barely
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I can’t do it. I must sleep. It’s 333 am Monday morning 😫😴
I’m going to set alarm for couple of hours because I am genuinely concerned that I could completely crash given how far past my limit I have pushed myself to try and get this damn assignment completed in the time frame given to the best of my ability.. Ah well. I can only do what
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The sooner I can get my breathing under control the sooner I can get back to working on this damn literature review 😞🥺
It’s 6:18pm Sunday night. This morning I was calm. Now I am not and haven’t been for a number of hours. Just reminding myself to breathe. Just breathe. Focusing on the fact I am doing the best I can given the overwhelming pressure I have felt all week. If I had been left to submit
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I reckon I could be perfectly content just hugging my baby Boss all day long 🥰🐕
I am feeling really good. Not letting what happened on Monday with uni get to me. I really need to stop taking stuff so personally but as a highly sensitive person this can be hard. But I spent yesterday reminding myself that I am a smart, capable woman who can do anything I set my
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Lazy Sunday afternoon
I slept until after 11 am. Body sore and suffering from intense period pain, so decided for now at least that I’m going to do what I clearly need and relax 😌 Lying on my bed with throw over blanket, Boss next to me, watching the latest season of How To Get Away With Murder.
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