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I’ve decided to binge watch Killing Eve, then cancel NetflixΒ and Stan and give my tv power cord to a friend π
I think last night has shown me more than I even realised. I actually like being sober. I definitely achieve more when I am. Seeing a full, melted, good quality from the looks of it, packed ice pipe for the first time in 5 years has definitely intrigued me. For lack of a better word.
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I Just watched first episode of MAFS without messaging anyone π
Or going to Reddit. I feel like it’s been a while since I’ve scrolled on that. It was interesting but I liked it. I like just putting my phone away except for when I want to make videos or write blogs. But I think I’m ready for sleep even though it’s only 8.42pm. I am
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God I want a cigarette π«
I even have a couple.. but I know I’ll regret it… Right now though I just hit with this most profound pain in my chest. Like pure sadness pouring out of me.. Every single time I think I am doing better it’s like.. nope, lets trigger the fuck out of you and see if you
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I once saw a scene feom the movie ‘Clinical’ in a doctor’s waiting room.. the first scene is extremely intense π³
So much so, that I have stopped the movie, as it’s on Netflix, to make myself a proper dinner, as the ledt over pieces of pizza weren’t great or enough.. I’ve put ‘Friends’ back on while the food is cooking and will keep it on until I have finished dinner and done the dishes.. Then,
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It feels like ages since I last posted..
… and so much has happened. I’ve closed down my snapchat because I want to solely post here but it’s been like a week I think and this is my first post in ages.. And as much as I want to write to myself here or make a video, I still have to do my
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The joys of living alone.. having the ability to do things that most people would get help for..
I had my implanon changed a few days ago on Thursday. It’s Sunday night for context. The doctor had some trouble getting the old one out and had to make a number of cut to remove it. Thankfully she had numbed my arm first.



