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Day 948: 3rd August 2024 | Part 2 | I need a door 🚪😅
I have had an interesting, emotionally draining day. I am still very much reacting to everything in a low vibrational, negative, sad, and highly anxious way. Which brings on panic attacks and crying. I just keep getting hit with more news. Like the room that is free for me to use doesn’t have a door.…
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I’m ready to sleep 😴 just need to move Boss 😅
I don’t feel good and he’s hard even to move as it is 😖 Turns out it was easy 🥰 Side note: the list of rules for fostering a dog is extensive. I guess once again I have been a bit navie 😳 except for the fact that I let Boss under the covers with…
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I’m very happy with how well my uni wall notes are coming along ☺️🤓
I seriously love pretty colours 🌈 I am in sooo much pain 😧 My back has seized up, after sitting in a shocking position most of the day 😬 Wish I had of realised how badly I was sitting earlier. I also haven’t gotten up and stretched nearly enough either. Guess I was just absorbed…
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Reading just the first few pages caused me to completely break down 😭
I guess I just feel so cheated. In life. About everything right now. I have been in therapy off and on for over 10 years. Regularly for the past 3 or 4 years. Might even be longer since this is my 6th year at university (I really didn’t think I’d take this long when I…
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Day 1: 30th December 2021 | Day 1 of daily video challenge to myself – Happy Birthday to me! 30th December 🥳
Still really need to learn how to use this website I pay for better than I currently do lol 🤦♀️😆 I’m choosing to focus on the positive, even though I totally forgot to actually post the first video I made yesterday, which was my 36th birthday. I uploaded it to YouTube but not my website…
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I reckon I could be perfectly content just hugging my baby Boss all day long 🥰🐕
I am feeling really good. Not letting what happened on Monday with uni get to me. I really need to stop taking stuff so personally but as a highly sensitive person this can be hard. But I spent yesterday reminding myself that I am a smart, capable woman who can do anything I set my…
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I feel like I am running out of time.. like there’s a clock counting down in my head and it’s not making writing my philosophy paper any easier 🙄
Basically like the title says. I guess I am slowly but surely succumbing to the overwhelm that is my assignments that need to be submitted. Currently the due date for them all, which include my 2400 word essay, 1000 literature review, and a “bonus” 200 word question/answer which if completed the top three of the…
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Lazy Sunday afternoon
I slept until after 11 am. Body sore and suffering from intense period pain, so decided for now at least that I’m going to do what I clearly need and relax 😌 Lying on my bed with throw over blanket, Boss next to me, watching the latest season of How To Get Away With Murder.…
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Think it’s time to accept that I order a lot of takeout delivery so need to stop deleting uber eats off of my phone 😅
So.. I installed it again 🤣 And I have decided that since I uninstall and install it so often that it is seriously about time that I admit and accept that I happen to be the sort of person who loves to order takeout. Well really it’s more about the fact that someone else other…
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I just found this in my drafts from the beginning of this trimester – July 2021 – I feel better 😊 and my house is so clean 😁
I decided to give myself a break after my cry this morning. Yeah I am gutted about the grade simply because I actually really liked the class and understood most of the content. But what happened happened and I have to let it go and move on. I didn’t have it in me to do…
