I’m clearly more out of it than I realised 🤔

12:29 pm

Update: I genuinely don’t feel well in general now on top of everything else. Guess my body really is screaming at me to rest. Just sitting is more than I can manage given how much pain my ass is in. Though given the amount of blood earlier and how much pain I am in writing this while sitting on the toilet, I will definitely be letting my doctor know.

I still can’t quite believe I somehow managed to fuck up such a simple thing like getting hot chips delivered but I am now seeing the situation as amusing and it’s reminding me of a conversation with abs which is my new nickname for Mr X, and that is making me happy and smile plus I’ve just worked out the lesson.

If I had used Uber Eats like I usually do instead of door dash use I never do, just to try and get discounts was unnecessary and silly. I have had a couple of strange things like this happening lately all teaching me the same thing. I think I get it now. I will explain this in another blog or video when I feel up to it.

I’m exhausted and might nap. I have just started watching Muted on Netflix which is really good but my eyes are starting to close

1:34 pm