But that’s probably because I talked it all out inside my head before turning the camera on 😅

I’ve gotten into bed and turned my tv off. I watched the end of the movie and then put the bins out. I tipped my bedroom rubbish into the kitchen and put the normal and recycle bin on the curb.

I just need to finish my online shopping so I can pick it up when I go to the chemist to get the prep kit, as my pharmacist called it, for surgery. I am having painful cramps right now. I only read the hospital instructions today and saw that I was supposed to have taken a particular type of laxative the night before but obviously hadn’t. I already had some which I’d sworn never to take again 😬

I can’t eat anything solid from 7:30 am, but I’m not going to be awake by then but I love soup, so looking at some simple, fast ways to cook it lol 😆

I am so tired. I really hope I make the time to do some therapy work with my camera tomorrow. I have so much to talk out. It’s just that everything is causing panic attacks and breathlessness. It’s scary sometimes

8:54 pm

9:01 – I forgot to say I have pulled a muscle in my shoulder I think, because my left neck side and shoulder hurt so bad. I put the magnesium cream on it, but it hurts so bad. Everything does. I booked a phone appointment with my doctor for tomorrow to double check going under annastesic is safe with my heart the way it is. I need to hurry up and purchase the groceries so that I can go to sleep 😴https://youtu.be/JBCmbzaZ3ec