How did I not know this until my 30s? I honestly thought I was a great student back in my younger years 😅

Now, I am seriously thinking about applying for the master’s degree I want to do for next year and putting off future philosophy degrees until later 🤓

I slept through all my alarms again. Therefore I slept through my doctor’s appointment. I have received a $30 no-show fee to remind me to never make appointments in the morning again. I do it thinking it means I’ll have to get up earlier but my sleep is so all over the place. I’m not sure why I even kidded myself. That’s a dentist and doctor appointment I’ve now slept through. Truthfully, I’m becoming more and more concerned about how much sleep I seem to be needing and will be talking to my regular doctor about it when I see her on Thursday 😴

For today, I have decided not to take Ritalin at all to try and help me reset my body clock. I have so much uni work to do and am struggling with everything now 😒

I need to go and buy food, especially bread and peanut butter, since I ran out last night, but I also don’t want to leave my house, so I made lentil bolognese sauce and pasta. I couldn’t even finish a bowl full 😧

I am now going through the weekly content or uni, wondering how I have managed the grades I have, considering how much I truly suck at studying 📖

I think I need something to look forward to at the end of this degree so I might call the university that offers the master’s degree and see when and what I need to do about applying. The university is in Perth, Australia, so, I think I’ll be looking at the part time option online except for the placement units, which, I will happily fly to Perth for and stay in a hotel as needed 😀

Until then though, I guess I should stop writing blogs and start studying as best as I can 😆