Day 440: 14th March 2023 | So distracted today ๐Ÿ™„

I have so much to do, but I need to try and reset my body clock after sleeping through my doctor’s appointment this morning and having to pay a $30 no-show fee ๐Ÿ˜’

Because of this, I have decided not to take any Ritalin today to help me fall asleep at a better time, hopefully ๐Ÿ˜ด

It’s 3:05 pm, and I am chilling on the couch with Boss, reading the first article I need to make a start on my lab report. I must say, I find it much less overwhelming just having one article printed out in front of me and writing notes by hand. Though I sat down and got comfy before I realised, I had forgotten a few things that I needed, like my compression gloves and ruler. I spoke to Randy’s Mum, Sue, last night via video call, and she gave me some tips on how to skim-read articles using a ruler until you get better at it. Though I think just printing them out makes a huge difference alone compared to reading them on the computer ๐Ÿ–ฅ ๐Ÿค“

Better get back to it ๐Ÿ‘‹

Uploading at 4:22 pm. I really thought I would make it through today without crying but I was wrong. I hate this day with a passion. The day I lost the love I’d known my whole life I would meet, for good. I say that I hope he is happy but on days like today, I truthfully hope he is miserable as fuck. That doesn’t make me a very nice person at all. Typing it out, I can seeit’ss not true, I don’t want anyone to be miserable. I just feel it more on particular days ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿ˜ญ

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