Once again, I searched my wallet, my handbag, all the rest of my handbags, my carry bag, and throughout my car.

I could not find my medicare card.

So, I rang the dental hospital and asked if I had accidentally left if with the reception staff since the waiting room for the student dentists which who I see because it’s free , but in my opinion, also fun. Aside from when you tell them that you want every single part of my mouth, they are working on fully numbed with the injection and they think that means “numb most of it” 😅

But it was not there either.

I remember having a very distinct thought after this regarding how so far everything I think I’ve lost, has actually been found, and that then reminded me of a particular episode of Cougar Town where Andy loses his wedding ring but isn’t at all phased by it because “everything always works out and comes back” or words to the effect.

I logged on to order a replacement and saw for the first time there’s a digital version. I mean it makes sense, but I’m old school and honestly wish a little bit more and more each day that I could give up technology completely except for the the bare minimum needed to make these blogs and videos. Which should really only be the camera I bought, a laptop or desktop computer and an internet connection. I’ve already got everything I need for at least this website, which, I’m sure you are all well aware by now that I spend more time here or making videos than anything else..

Anyway, it never entered my mind that there are digit versions because people prefer it over an actual copy until my uni friend said it 😅

Of course, by then I had already ordered a new one …

I’m pretty sure it was only today that I said in my video, the second one, that I need to stop saying “I can’t believe it” and this is something I say in my head a lot, but, I can’t keep saying it, because I do believe, I believe everything is teaching us, all the time. I’m just super bloody aware of it. Isolation does that to a person lol or at least it has to me..

As soon as the card fell out, once again I was hit with that feeling of all-consuming knowing and feeling that it’s .. it’s very hard to explain, but all I know is, The Wizard of Oz is tied into it 🤪

Somehow it’s 9:31 pm and I am surrounded by stuff on my bed and don’t think I’ve eaten since breakfast. Hmm, that probably explains the shaking 😬

Time to put everything away, get food and watch Chris Rock. Provided I stay awake that long 🫣😝