1 Year, 22 Days.

I have no idea why or what over but for some reason I ended up really anxious after making this video.

Though now that I look back I think needing to eat and beginning to feel nauseous again, which I now see is obviously due to struggling to eat, definitely played into how much anixety I felt.

I honestly don’t know what happened in those moments inside my mind since I almost decided to not share the video. I than realised that wouldn’t help me in the long run so for the first time in a very long time, I ended up watching this video prior to posting it.

I have no idea why all of this happened since the video is a perfectly reasonable video and one that has o reasons not to share. This is very interesting to me. I guess I’ll talk about it more in future videos.

Right now I still feel unwell and it definitely seems to be lack of food related and its not good. I’m going to sleep after this is uploaded and I’ve transferred it to my site.