I feel so unwell it’s fucking horrible 😞

I woke up at 6:09 am. Turned to 6:10 am as I took the screenshot to prove to myself that I can wake up naturally and then actually get up ☺️

This time round I reminded myself that I want to get up. That I have stuff that I want to do. It was really quite lovely 🙂

I spoke to a friend on the phone and then walked Boss before it got too hot 🐕🫠

I had a good online meeting with uni. My day is going really well except for one thing

The same thing that gets me everytime

My pain levels are so high just wearing clothes, sitting, standing, breathing, I think you get the picture, hurts. All of it.

But not only am I in excruciating pain but I am now dealing with a new type of pain and it feels like there are all these 10 cent piece sized spots on my back and are on a whole new level of pain 😖

I am still as yet to actually start working on uni. I don’t think I’ve done any all week. Oh no I did fnish week 4 and start week 5 learning objectives so that’s something..

But I feel genuinely sick today. Bloated, ill, and like I’m going to throw up sick, and yet I can just tell it’s medication-related not me actually getting sick 😮‍💨

I made sure I ate breakfast and lunch. I have vaped a little which helped for a while but the nausea is back again. I am trying to make sure I drink more water and have only had 20 mg of targen when I took my morning meds at around 7-730 am 😵‍💫

I don’t know why this is happening but I do know that I have to figure it out. I can’t function feeling this unwell 😔