1 Year, 14 days.
I have been up since 6:09 am. I scrolled on my phone until about 6:50 am and then got up and had breakfast and coffee.
I managed to take Boss for a walk at approximately 10 am before it got too hot, which was good.
But I haven’t been feeling myself the past couple of days. Yet, I have still wasted more energy trying to convince myself that I can keep some done when in hindsight, I can now see that even though my mood has changed. I am not mad at myself, I have still not been doing what is actually needed, and that is accepting that I need a couple of days of rest to feel better.
I know within me that everything need to do for uni with be done within the time frame it needs to. I really need to remember to ask myself what I would say to my friend if they were feeling the way I currently am. That being said, rest is what is needed, and it’s only going to take longer to feel better if you continue to keep pushing yourself past the breaking point.
I really need to lie down, and I’m still as yet to do the clothes because I couldn’t remember what day I was up to as I hadn’t put the year and day number on the past few videos, so did that while this video was uploading.
Talk to you all tomorrow π