I’m so hungry and tired

I can now finally see the most important thing I need to work on is me

Bring on graduating from university; I’m so ready and excited to finally devote all of my time to truly figuring out myself. I want to be able to communicate calmly. Of course, I do. I know I scare people away. I love who I am when I’m me. On the other side though, she needs love, patience and understanding

There will be a day when I can tell my stories the way I truly want to. Right now, here doing this, my daily videos, that’s me keeping myself sane while I work through this. I’ll on 37 years old in 9 days. That’s a lot of shit to work through 🙂

Before ⬆️ 😊

Now ⬆️ I rearranged the room last night 😁

Tonight’s dinner ⬆️😋 I didn’t get through much of the bean salad but will put it in the fridge 🙂

It’s 9:22 pm and I’m so exhausted I feel like I could pass out, so I’m going to put salad away and go to sleep 😴

I’m loving how much I’m getting done when I get up early a few days in a row. But I also know that with this comes a crash where I will need to sleep to recuperate 😌

What’s most funny to me right now is that a does appear to becoming obvious that I may end up at Graham’s place on Christmas afternoon after all. I have to legitimately do as much uni work that I can in regards to my assignment before Saturday evening. Christmas is Sunday. I can’t help but think, there’s a good chance I may sleep throughout the majority of the day 🤣

9:30 pm Goodnight ♡