I watched my video back earlier. I don’t always watch the same day but decided I would.
But since my stuff is literally just me being me to my camera in any given moment, I know that nothing will stop me from documenting my life.
I will chose this, having a place to come to share in whichever way, over anything or anyone who would expect me to stop, for whatever reason. Though I really am now able to see that I won’t be sharing the details again to anyone.
I also cut myself short when making my video earlier because I didn’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings by being honest and speaking my truth. That’s when I realised I really don’t have anything left to say to anyone in real life but this website is something I created for me and intend to use until I die.
But this documentary is.. I don’t even know how to finish that sentence 😕
But I want to keep watching that’s for sure.
It’s raining and the thunder keeps getting louder which is nice ⛈️