I managed to pull through it and actually attend the social event after hours of shit going wrong starting with my car having a flat tyre.

I just wish I had seen it before trying to drive. Maybe if I had been still in my driveway, at home, things would have gone differently. Who knows? 🤷‍♀️

Instead I’m sitting in the rain typing this withmy phone getting wet, being bitten non stop by mosquitoes even though I have sprayed myself with bug spray so many times, waiting to get a ride home, with my car still stuck are the corner of my house with a flat tyre still.

They are here now. I’ll share more later.

Update: 5:04|In back seat of car getting ride home from a married couple who was at the picnic and leave a suburb away from me. I was so proud of well I was holding it together when I first saw that I had a flat and then needed to organise getting help, but I ended up emotionally dysregulated anyway.

I guess if I try to see a silver lining in this, it is that I stayed and made it through the picnic instead of booking an Uber straight home after Victor dropped us off, and we found out we were still driving distance from where we needed to be .

I’ll speak in more detail about today when I feel up to it. It’s going to be a short daily check in video today, because I genuinely feel quite sick now.