Of course I couldn’t keep my camera and microphone off ๐Ÿคฃ


I enjoyed the webinar, though throughout messaged a friend saying I feel like I’m looking/listening/dealing with myself. There was this feeling of.. I could easily run this webinar but also I would never want to have a job that involves listening to someone like me. Why? Ah I know I’ve talked some of them before but too stoned to think let alone type anymore ๐Ÿ˜‚

I sat down to take my gloves off to tie the bag after picking up all dead trimmings that I hadn’t gotten around to raking up when I mowed the lawns the first time ๐Ÿ˜…

I wrote all of the above โฌ†๏ธ minus the last six words at approximately 615 pm

I just wrote the last six words now at 8:08 pm to finish the sentence ๐Ÿ˜†

The reason I stopped abruptly is because it had started spitting but I wasn’t sure if it would stop or keep going. It started raining ๐ŸŒง ๐Ÿ˜‘

I think it was good though. I actually have plans for the next four days and I would like to attend all of them, with the lowest pain and exhaustion levels I can ๐Ÿ˜Œ

I decided to treat myself to dinner delivery from my favourite local Thai Restaurant ๐Ÿ˜‹

I did lose myself a bit along the way because when I opened the uber eats app the first thing I saw was a huge message covering a large portion of the screen saying I had unlocked a promotion or words similar basically saying 30% off.

Obviously I clicked on it because I’ve only ever seen discounts for new users. I don’t know what happened but the next thing I saw was discount used/expired I honestly don’t know, all I know is I was apparently entitled to 30% off and yet I can’t even applie it. So, that resulted in a Google search that went far longer than I meant.

But I wasn’t done ๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™€๏ธ I then turned to uber eats help and continued with my search ๐Ÿ˜…

It wasn’t until I noticed the time which I already don’t remember lol but will be on the uber receipts which is what I realised I still hadn’t even ordered my dinner ๐Ÿ˜†

All evening I’ve been getting reminders to really slow down and relax. I think I feel like I’ve been trying to catch up my whole life and I just really need to breathe. Take my own advice ๐Ÿ’ž

Anyway it’s 8:33 pm and there’s approximately 25-35 minutes or so until my dinner is here. Until then I am putting my phone away and completely relaxing. I have to learn how to actually allow myself to completely relax. Most of my life people have commented on how stressed out I constantly look or told me to relax.

Nothing I hate more than being told “to relax” ๐Ÿ˜’

But today I saw it. I saw what I did again. In two separate situations. I was not only up but had made breakfast by 6:33 am and yet I still fucked around for hours before actually doing the quiz ๐Ÿคจ

I need to stop typing and put my phone away ๐Ÿคฃ Goodnight Everyone ๐Ÿฅฐ


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