Day 326: 20th November 2022 | Part 2 | I’m ok now, or, better than before at least ๐Ÿ™„


In every class and seminar we are told that we are being taught everything as if we had never done maths before. In fact they say that stats and maths aren’t really all the same at all. I just really need to be able to work out the best ways to learn etc

I was actually about to ask if you are free after 1, since that is when my seminar finishes. If you only have a short tme frame, I am currently waiting to hear what is going on with Storytelling job as i appear to have two online meets both Tuesday and Wednesday which doesn’t seem right.

I am back at my desk. The group chat for the unit have reminded me about the uni maths tutors so I am going to see if I can get appointment with them.

It’s not even maths tutoring per say thatI need. They give us literally everything we need to do well in this unit. Including all the formulas and everything. I just become so overwhelmed by myself that it’s like I can’t see properly, my mind goes completely blank and then I start crying.

I was actually really good at maths in high school. In fact I loved it. When I first started university I was excited to do this unit, which just seems so far away considering how I actually feel now.

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I also think whats making me feel worse is the fact that I was feeling somewhat ok when I was enrolled the last time, but then when I did the first quiz the same thing that always happens during a quiz or exam happened and I froze and went completely blank. As much as I try to stop, I can’t stop thinking about how badly I did which is really not helping me at all.

I have asked Victor he maybe he could spare an hour or two a week where I could just work through how to remember which formula is for what, since I think that would be super helpful to me.

I know it’s my mind causing the problems, not my actual ability and I think that is what makes me so sad because I know I am smart enough to do this โ™ก

P.S: I accidentally cut myself off but I think what I’ve said covers the basics of where I’m at. Plus the Ice Cream Van is still driving around playing its musical tune which makes me smile ๐Ÿ˜š


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