Day 318: 12th November 2022 | Feeling stuck in life due to high levels of pain πŸ˜’


I am lying on my bed with Boss now 😌

Still feeling sad so will hopefully be asleep soon 😴

UPDATE: I just keep reminding myself of all the good in my life as well as I can. Though internally my mind is at war with itself. I have plans for tennis with Victor at 10am and plenty of other things to do, yet part of me just wants to stay in bed and have someone look after me. I know the last part will never happen but it still went through my head πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ

It’s 8:44 pm and I’m in my pjs, night time meds taken and cosy in bed. I honestly think I will be asleep pretty soon 😴


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