Day 311: 5th November 2022 | Part 3 | I uploaded this straight from my home cloud! Go me!!😁πŸ₯³



I did have a split-second thought about what information is being shared when uploading this way, but I imagine it is safe, but will double check

Graham messaged as I finished tying the sentence above. He said it’s perfectly safe to upload from home cloud drive. I’ll share a screenshot picture of my response with this video on my website πŸ™‚

This video was actually made before the second one. If you watch Part 2 you will see why lol

Update: 5:54 pm | I was trying to figure out what apps to delete while waiting for this video to save to my home cloud since of course I had clicked something I don’t know how to exit and there were a few screens overlapping so I knew I had to stop touching the laptop completely to keep my anixety in check. Which I now see ties in with my strange thought..

POINT OF UPDATE: πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈπŸ˜‚πŸ€¦β€β™€οΈπŸ€£
I am in a lot of pain. My pain levels have been steadily increasing since arriving home. I have decided to finally see if I can respect my limits and stop pushing myself so far past them. I know it only makes everything else so much more difficult. I want to live my best life and hopefully in some way help others too. Huh I think I just had another one of those aha moments yet it was so fast I can’t quite remember itπŸ˜…

I am lying on my bed right now ☺️ As it stands, my pain levels are too high to do anything except get up and walk to the kitchen to heat up some leftovers for dinner and then come back and eat while sitting on my bed watching Netflix 😁

I only had 3 out of the 5 Ritalin a day that I’m prescribed due to getting up late so thankfully I am feeling really tired so I’m planning on going to sleep early and dealing with it tomorrow. I have no plans for tomorrow and I have realised I have made it a bigger deal than it really is. If for whatever reason I had to make the room viewable before I have finished, it would fit in the cupboard if I sorted stuff around 😜

Update while sharing this here.. I definitely have to learn to be kinder to myself and focus on only the good, since the mean voice in my head is wrong about me. I am good enough exactly as I am. Even on days like today where going out with Boss for an outing that we walked to, has my levels of pain high enough that I actually need to stop typing and put my phone away πŸ˜…

My big beautiful boy always needs to be under the blanket with me πŸ₯°


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