I’m not sure what time exactly I started making this post but however long it was, I am now hungry again and ready to heat up my leftovers and actually start watching this new show on Netflix properly. It is currently paused at 08:17 minutes on the TV in front of me.

My body feels tense and sore, so I am going to put my pjs on and get into bed anď turn the heat off. I need to truly unwind, because I do not currently feel overly relaxed. A nice relaxing massage right about now would be lovely, since I don’t consciously feel stressed out or anxious about anything but that doesn’t mean I’m not. Especially given everything that’s going on in my life. That I’m not yet ready to share in depth about yet it would appear.

Which is interesting in a separate note because I have noticed a huge difference in my views in the past few days on my YouTube videos, that being, there are very few views on this past week’s videos. It does seem like it starts around the time of Randy’s death but I could be reading into something that’s not there Though, I think this is a good time to remind everyone that everyone, all of us, grieve in different ways..

Anyway, once again, my inability to shut up has gotten the better of me yet again…

I need to add a quick note to my video post that I uploaded here right before creating this post and say that I have no idea why I counted backwards in my head about today’s date 😅 In my head, the first time that came to my mind was the 20th of September, but then I’m not sure what happened but as you see if you watch the video, I somehow end up at the 17th of September 🤷‍♀️🤦‍♀️

Which it is not 😂

8:34 pm | and once again I’m not hungry anymore. Well at least for the leftovers right now haha but I do want the last frozen dessert in my freezer 😆

Update 2: 9:10 pm | I have definitely seen this tv series before. I don’t remember what’s going to happen but instantly recognise everything as a show I have seen before. Google says ‘Living With Yourself’ came out in 2019 😊