It’s been one of those days. I felt shitty before my psychology appointment and had to take valium. It helped for a little bit but not long enough.

I had to take another one before the work meeting, which, again, I felt dumb and anxious throughout the entire meeting.

Days like today make me want to quit everything and run away. Somewhere where I can’t make a fool of myself.

I have so much to do, yet as I type this, tears are slowly pouring down my face. I wonder if I will ever feel like I’m enough. I really hope so.