I didn’t even make it out of the city before completing breaking down into tears. I cried the entire way home and they are only stopping now, as I type this.

It’s been a week since my sister and her family’s accident. I haven’t heard from her or my mum. I don’t even know if my sister is receiving my messages.

I have sent my father a message asking him to ask her when they speak next. It’s the only thing I can think of that could be making me feel this sad and quick to tears.

But I am home now, so am going to cuddle up with Boss on my bed and watch some Sex and the City.

I am so grateful that I am seeing my psychologist tomorrow I made a phone appointment with my GP but the first available is Thursday at 10am.

Time: 4:01 pm Sunday afternoon